shades of blew.

this weekend was sufficiently decent.
like i said i was up at chapel hill yesterday running in a meet....a great experience in itself but honestly something i'd rather forget.....one of the most embarassing worst races i've ever ran in. well first off...i was running the 500 meters (a race that would be considered a little long for me and somethin i wouldn't typically run)....long story short..i got SMOKED! i knew i would finish if not last close to it, but it needless to say....by the time i finished the runners were leaving the track. that feeling of just coming down the straight-a-way by myself..with all the eyes on me..you would think would be a great one..well yeah when your in first, its funny b/c that is the feeling everyone loves to feel and yet yesterday and now..its a feeling I fear. for a while afterwards i just felt defeated, (oh wait its 11:11, make a wish.......) ok anyways a yeah for the rest of the day i couldn't focus on anything else other than that race...but its become my motivation..to work harder..so i can be up at the top.

it was still cool being in Chapel Hill though..thats the college i want to go to and i'm workin my butt off to see that i do. we ate lunch at this little soda shop in town and i even got a new unc REVERSIBLE tobogan...which i guess eased the pain of losing so shamefully.

today i pretty much chilled...went over to a friends to watch the games...not a big football fan but its always nice when i'm around my friends. their such great people, i know as much as we pick and mess with each other..at the end of the day their some of the best people i know.

so this week is lookin pretty good...no school till wednesday (because of exams/inauguration/MLK day..etc) i take my biology exam that day then after wed. no more school until monday (due to exams/end of quarter)...in a nutshell..this is goin to be a pretty kick ass week.

hmmm dirty jobs sounds good right now...love my discovery channel. have a good one. =D